Tonight I'm going to stay up late again. Do some Maths maybe. Midterms' on Monday. Sheer agony for 3 and a half weeks, I'm tellin' you.
I want to bake. I'm not stressed. But there's a huge cloud over my head and it looks like it's going to rain. Pour like mad is more like it.
I'm on 'productive' mode, so to speak. Too bad it's 1 am. When I'm done with my midterms, I'm going make things sparkle. But...remind me. Just in case.
Speaking of productivity, I think I'll go get that thick Physics book and get to the bottom of whatever that's going on with balls bouncing off walls in many many directions. Haih.
Or we could just skip that and continue with AddMaths. 
Was going to revamp the layout but you know how I am with to-do lists. So this green and white thing is going to stay for awhile.
I love the thrill you get moments before sitting for a paper. Anything else before that, I loathe.
Throw away unused plastic tupperwares. You will only find reasons to put stuff in them.
Hello, don't you just love the very very vain new layout. Heh.
Check this out..
| You Are 65% Sexy |
 Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. |
I'm truly appealing it seems. Those who are in favour of the opposition team can close their mouths now.
You know you've had enough of Blogthings.com when you walk around in school with these voices in your head saying "You are -insert some nice stuff they put in to keep you clicking on other surveys here-".
My head aches.
You're a two-faced hypocrite and you know it. I'll see you in hell.
I can imagine myself shooting you in the head. When you bleed to death, I'll laugh and spit on your face.
I would like to clarify the situation, everyone(you guys know who you are). Those Blogthings.com surveys are ALL inspired/suggested/encouraged by my dearest big sister.
I feel bad reading Dayana's latest "LENE INSPIRED" post! 
Alright, 2 days and a few hours to tackle 1 novel, over 5 short stories, 4 chapters of History, and a LOT of Physics exercises. I'm definitely not getting any sleep tonight. 2 days and a few hours for that matter.
After that somewhat lighthearted conversation, I actually feel worse. I've never wanted to turn back time as much I as want to now. But I'll just play along.
That's all there is to do anyway.
I ate, slept and bathed. And it's only 4pm. This feels weird. 
Call me when you're feeling lonely,
Call me when you're feeling sad,
Call me when the world pulls you in,
Call me so it won't seem so bad.
I think that about sums up my artistic ability. Or lack thereof.
I'm bored. And supposed to be reading.
Extraordinary. I know very well that I tend to idolize for no good reason. But I'm not doing that now. That must mean something, right?
My desire makes me feel helpless. Time got me used to it, but it's still ridiculous.
So many things you said. And you're right, I remember. But as long as I keep a straight face, everything will be the way it's supposed to be when you keep straight faces.
I cannot have another cup.
5 minutes after 12. 3 seconds. 6 seconds.
Is it just me or has time been passing slowly lately?
I just want to sleep.
Yeah I changed the background so I won't be compelled to write about happy things just because I see myself smiling all the time. Shhh, don't argue.
I just realised that I passed up my History notes. So now I have only the text book. Which sucks because the notes are short and simple and the ones in the text book aren't. Which sucks even more because I'm sitting for that paper tomorrow.
There is no point in telling people what you like and what you don't. Unless they ask. Until then, SILENCE IS GOLDEN, my love.
I'm not angry, just assessing.
Everything aches these days. And what's so wrong with telling people I'm going to die? It's not like I'm not.
I spent 5 minutes figuring out whether or not 'internal' is a word.
What Physics does to you.
Tests are the perfect excuse to catch up on every minute you were awake studying for it. For me anyway.
So far, I have 2 subjects on the 'failed' list. But I wouldn't be surprised if there's 3 or more. And I'm not just saying it.
Big sister tagged me to do this Gotta Get Goals thing, where you list down 5 to 10 goals you'd like to achieve in life.
Which is pretty depressing because I can tell you straight up that I don't think I have any. I think I just want to get by everything alive.
When a boy hits on you, you hit him back.
But if you want to maintain your poise, ask one of your guy friends to do it.
If I didn't blame it on everyone else, they would know it's my fault.
Sheesh. I just type and hit backspace. A lot.
Sorry, nothing interests me lately. That's actually kind of interesting, but not the I'm going to blog about this kind of interesting. But actually, I did.
So lame.
I feel like shit and there's not a thing you can do to make me feel better. See, I'm just as normal as everyone else is. But being one of everyone else is boring and stupid. Haven't you figured it out yet.
Got tagged by umaiyoshika, to list down 15 of my weird things/habits/little known facts.
1. I am not Filipino and I don't live in The Phillipines. Shocker! (no offence guys. Some just assume that I am so there, I've said it)
2. Ok, I started eating Cadbury's again. Terrible, I know.
3. I don't like socialising very much because talking to people makes me tired. Unless if there plenty of food so I'll probably stick around a little while.
4. My schoolmates think that I'm a snob. Hehe.
5. Which is not true(sure). I just prefer to do stuff on my own.
6. I secretly wish I could play an instrument. Hmm.
7. I used to like surveys and answering things like these before I figured out that no one reads them. It's pointless either way. I'm just doing this because I got tagged by someone I don't know and I thought it would be rude if I didn't.
But I can't go on. My head is not capable of such things.
Ok, I'm tagging 5 people. (I just love being rebellious)
- Melissa Belissa
- Felicia Belicia
- Dayana Bayana
- Cheryl Beryl
- Bryan Bryan?
I seem to have an affinity for ruining the mood. Well, it's too late to do anything now.
I haven't felt mellow in a long time.
You're two-faced, insensitive and egotistical. Admit it. We all know. What were you thinking anyway? Get a grip already. Go get fucked or something.
I know it's not the end of the world, but I think this comes very close. You can say it now. Serves you bloody damn right.
Isolation is so good for me.
Isolation -- I'd rather sit, sit on a lemon tree.
Ok, half the time I AM thinking about what you think I'm thinking. Happy?
Fine. Most of the time.
So I am completely screwed because I thought this holiday would be cool. I thought it would do me good somehow. Bleh.
Some people fall asleep. Some people who fall asleep may just happen to be the ones trying to stay up to wish you a happy fucking birthday.
I saw a bus full with old people with a big "HOE BUS" sign on its windscreen. 
I laughed at first, of course.
I have no guarantees but I'll try because I don't want to mess things up. When I don't feel like it, I'll switch it on ok.
Here we go again.