Entries for June, 2008

June 3rd, 2008

have a little fun

Judge their shortcomings and scrutinize the kindness. You'll fit right in but you won't. Genius, isn't it?

When there's a wound. And you just want to scratch it. Knowing that it'll provide instant gratification but isn't good for you at all. Never stopped anyone.

Posted by azlia at 09:52 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

unfavourable conditions

Silences that were brought upon by the things I said to fill in the silences brought upon by the other things I said to fill in the silences.

The little ones are getting harder now. Pressed against the keys and buttons and people's hearts.

Posted by azlia at 10:12 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

June 4th, 2008

oh please, just a little?

Shouldn't have scratched it.

Posted by azlia at 12:08 AM in humerus | This is not a forum.

June 5th, 2008

for some reason

I wonder if I could ever have that. Think and write about it. My modus operandi.

If I could ever have it.

Posted by azlia at 12:36 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

i'm complaining

How bad is the situation? I don't know, I haven't examined it.  What's worse is that it comes and goes. That's bad because you think everything's all right when it's not there, only to turn around and discover it's found its way back to you.

I am hopeless with goals. You won't find me stopping anytime soon.

Currently feeling: disappointed
Posted by azlia at 06:12 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

June 8th, 2008

a kind of dance

Rage.

Strangers in a bus. Well they weren't really strangers. I am just not interested to get to know them better.

Posted by azlia at 10:37 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

June 10th, 2008

privacy

'What did you get?'

'For paper one or two?'

'For both.'

'I can't tell you but it's over 80.'

Heh. Pathetic ass. I may not be a genius like you but you sure are dumb.

Posted by azlia at 11:01 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

June 11th, 2008

cross your heart

I don't fancy having a favourite anything. Favourite colour, number or food. I hate questions like that.

But I like 13 for good luck and 7 for bad.

Posted by azlia at 11:15 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

June 12th, 2008

sourpuss

It's unusual to feel this calm. I don't like it. Don't like it at all.

Posted by azlia at 11:00 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

 

*explodes*

 

Posted by azlia at 11:09 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

June 14th, 2008

hello, world

Over time, it's inevitable to become irrelevant and less significant to the people we know, and even to ourselves. What you say don't convince your thoughts. What you think don't convince what you say.

Are you afraid of being unimportant?

Currently listening to: Nofx
Posted by azlia at 10:19 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

June 16th, 2008

anything but that

But you're missing the point.

I'm collecting perfect moments. Trying to, anyway.

Currently feeling: calm
Posted by azlia at 11:25 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

June 20th, 2008

sunrise, sunrise

Guess who's the biggest bitch in town today.

Posted by azlia at 09:49 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

June 23rd, 2008

screech

I don't think it's morally wrong to be someone else when you're another person. It's not lying, just a measure to prevent unwanted attention to the areas of your life you would most like to keep hidden. 

Unfortunately for me, I gab way too much when I do that. Too much nonsense. I'm working on it, okay. 

Posted by azlia at 07:27 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

June 26th, 2008

message archive

That was the only thing that could remind me of you. I am not special to you, not anymore. It stings now. You say it's good this way and I believe that but only half-heartedly.

I hope you are well.

Posted by azlia at 07:58 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

June 28th, 2008

no more

No brawls. No arguments. Just be quiet for one second.

Posted by azlia at 05:30 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

June 30th, 2008

if you want communication

Any suggestions on what to do when people secretly make fun of you?

They probably don't make fun of me. I'm just getting ready.

Currently listening to: Nirvana
Posted by azlia at 07:00 PM in humerus | 2 disagreed.