Entries for November, 2009

November 3rd, 2009

should i have a daughter and die

Play well, and play hard, child. Age compromises nothing for fun.

It's sickening and heartwrenching to come to a point where you wish that you want nothing to do with the current version of yourself.

Monsters and the bogeyman don't exist, but in real life, you'll meet conmen, thieves, and those who find pleasure in betraying friendships and trust. Hopefully, strength will be with you.

Don't waver. Sleepless nights do nothing for your complexion and your mind. Think hard before getting involved with men you don't trust at first sight. Think harder before getting involved with men you find irresistible at first sight.

Have faith. That's what people think I need, but it's been long since the time I knew that was what I want.

Don't waver.

Posted by azlia at 10:28 PM in humerus | 3 disagreed.

November 5th, 2009

Comfort. He wants to feel like a child again.

Posted by azlia at 08:46 AM in humerus | This is not a forum.

November 6th, 2009

birds and calls

I like things that swing.

I haven't the slightest idea what's different this time. I am not sure whether gaining control is what I should focus on. If it makes you happy, it can't be that bad? But if makes you happy only for a while, how do you find the strength to savour it than to mull over the fact that it's going to end someday? I'm not going insane.

Posted by azlia at 03:47 PM in humerus | This is not a forum.

November 19th, 2009

The deserving bastard. Always had a way of riling her up.

Confusion. As sweet as it can be, it's the bad kind of ecstasy. Everything's sentimental, blame the chemicals.

Posted by azlia at 10:38 PM in humerus | 4 disagreed.

November 23rd, 2009

Self-incineration.

Posted by azlia at 12:40 AM in humerus | This is not a forum.